sábado, 30 de septiembre de 2017

No me dejes

No me dejes
Sin ti, yo no soy nada
Sin ti, me desvanezco
Me esfumo por el tormento
de esta vida sin sentido.

No te vayas
Ánclame a la vida
Dame una razón de respirar
Sé mi compañera

Abrázame con ternura
Apacigua mi ansiedad
Calma mi mente
Doma este malestar

Seamos eternos
aunque sea por un momento
Enséñame a aceptar la realidad
y a lidiar con la existencia.

Gracias por acompañarme
Toma mi mano fuertemente
No me sueltes

viernes, 15 de septiembre de 2017

Walked the path

I just read my old entries and it's been quite interesting for me how many of the things I wrote don't express or match the person I am in this moment. I feel glad about it. I've made progress and I've made mistakes. I now understand that's part of life and, in the end, they help me grow as a person.
There are certain things I still feel, though. There are certain thought I cannot get rid of; maybe they've become part of my personality. I hope that's not the case. I'd like to shed them somehow.
Nonetheless, the point I was trying to make is that now I am much more self confident than before. I wish I continue leading that path.

martes, 28 de febrero de 2017

Emptiness


I really feel trapped here.
There's just too much pressure upon me.
I really hope I can leave this place as possible.
I'm not talking about life.
Life is so precious.
I'm talking about this specific place.
I really want to go.
I want to become free.

jueves, 2 de febrero de 2017

Lost


I feel lost
Lost in reality
Lost in desperation
Lost in sickness
Lost in pain

I feel despair
I feel lost

martes, 31 de enero de 2017

Back

It's been almost two years since I haven't written anything here.
The changes in my life have been enormous. Yet, I still haven't got where I would like to.
Many things have happened; or perhaps, the lack of event have got me think I should be humble and lower my ambitions.
I feel like trapped in this cage of reality. On the one hand, it's good. I can see things with clarity and I know where my feet are grounded. On the other hand, it's limiting. Reality is a rough place to live. Yet, there is no other place to go.
I don't know when I'm coming back. I just know I must keep going.